Saturday, November 30
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Your Mood: At the moment your sensual and emotional needs are not being met. Perhaps you are finding life more than a little harsh at present. Being unable to relax is making you tired and taking the edge off your enthusiasm. Focus and determined describes your present mood. You are out to achieve your goal and you concentrate on that. Unwavering you want to stick to the target of your ambitions, not completely to the exclusion of everything else, but almost! . . .
Your Present Situation: Your current situation isn’t challenging you at all. You are set in a routine and the result is that you’re feeling boxed-in and closed off. You’re craving freedom, yet you’re unaware on how to change the present situation. This is causing you to remain in your humdrum routine.Your present situation is draining your energy levels and can be very frustrating. Whatever efforts you make things do not appear to be getting any better. You need to be very careful as your vitality at the moment is low and you may feel that you cannot meet the challenges of your present circumstances. It is important to realize that this phase is temporary, and if you are careful not to let despondency take over, you will triumph in the end. You can make the necessary changes in your life, but it may take some time. . . .
Your Conflicts: You have no conflicts at the present time . . .
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@ 2:57:00 AM
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mood analysis
You have exaggerated demands on life but you are cautious enough to try to hide these beliefs from the outside world. You are covert enough to try to impress other people around you with your achievements and at the same time able to put on an act of pretending to be 'humble' - being the same as everyone else. It would appear, however, that whatever you are doing seems to be working out O.K.
You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.
Everyone has to compromise at times and circumstances are such that at this time you are feeling the need to do just that. Put all of your hopes on the back burner and let matters flow for a time - forgo some of the things you want. The good times are just around the corner.
You feel that you must have co-operation from those close to you before the existing stressful situation can be improved. You feel that no-one understands you and this lack of understanding and appreciation makes you feel completely isolated. You need that feeling of security and would like to get away from what you now consider depressing shackles. You have that need to re-establish your own individuality but your sensual self-restraint makes it difficult for you to let go - to open up, but the way that you are feeling at this time makes you feel that 'Enough is enough' and you are prepared to give in. This disturbs you as you feel that this attitude is an obvious sign of weakness - an attitude to be overcome and so in spite of this situation you feel that in order to assert your own individuality you need to continue to practice self-restraint.
It is strange that the anxiety that you are experiencing at this time is of your own making simply because of your desire to be respected by your fellow man and with those whom you work with. You are not satisfied. The normal congenial 'you' is becoming quite introverted. This is becoming increasingly more obvious because you seem to shy away from participating in everyday activities. You are refusing to allow yourself to become involved or to participate with others and it is the reluctance to communicate that is the inherent cause of your problems.
You feel worn out - you have no energy and your depleted vitality has created intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel inadequate and this subjects you to agitation, irritation and acute distress from which you try to escape by refusing further direct participation. You have become very wary and cautious but you have an inner strength. You have that determination to get your own way and succeed in the end.
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@ 2:46:00 AM
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THE WHIRLWIND
The Whirlwind lives in the physical world; it receives its power from the machinations of the physical world and yet is not of the world. Its power comes from the Whirlwind's ability to sense how things might be and to proclaim this possibility with a great force and willingness to act.
Patterns of life leave traces in the mind of the Whirlwind, which it uses to understand not only the present but the future as well. The Whirlwind has a tendency to be romantic, and can often be an idealist. This sense of how the world can be is often expressed with self-deprecatory humor, which can alleviate some of the tensions that might arise from such idealism.
just one question.
what does it mean? hahaha
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@ 2:03:00 AM
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i'm so bored.
someone kill me.!!
dammit.!
i totally regret choosing to stay at home when i could have been out and...
somehow be much better off, ..than how i'm fairing now.
and all because at that time, the lazy side of me took over! i could kill myself right now.
-_-
and like, there's hardly anyone online?
dam! where's everybody??
mm.. out? dumb Q :/
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Friday, November 29
@ 8:28:00 PM
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anybody know who's number is 98322533?
just curious.
now... TELL ME IF YOU KNOW! haha
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@ 7:53:00 AM
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god i just can't stand my sister, FENGYI
the sight of her, the thought of her, even simply the presence of her...
God knows why.
the way she sits, the way she eats, the dam ass look of her face
it's dammit irritating.
her dam fucked up voice,
dammit i hate the way she talks and whines for no dam fg reason!!
and when she whines, there comes the irritating fucked up face.
dammit disgusting, wayyy awful sight. gross. too horrible that words CAN'T even describe.
i'm telling you the truth man..
you gotta believe me
and God (!) i just feel like killing her!
but i can't so i feel like making life dammit hard for her by telling my parents something that only ziyi, and i, know. :)
and i bet when my parents find out, or when of if i tell them, their GOOD impression of her will DEFINATELY change.
and i must say. it takes gooood effort to find out those things.
maybe she's found out that we've been meddling (?) with her stuff to find out those infomation
but, too bad, so sad. it's a bit late. isn't it? -gives hiao face-
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@ 7:31:00 AM
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i was thinking..
it's really gonna be sad and i'm gonna hate it as HELL that i won't be graduating with all my friends.!!!
most at least.
dammit sad case.
haii.. :(
oh! and saw the connexio!
can la. but kind of messy (?)
think last year's one was nicer, in a way
of course i only liked a certain classes one. (?)
and was kind of only interested; couldn't wait to see that particular class too anyway. (so.. -smiles- :D)
as in when i was flipping through the whole darn thing.
it's dammit thick i tell you.
had a hard time holding it cause i was holding it in the air while lying down.
(yes i know i have lousy description) :| darn.
and what!? i paid 10 bucks for it and my mum got it free!!
then why the hell did i buy it anyway??? -growl-
also, the sec4s, had to pay 75 bucks to enter that place, 55 for parents,
and again, my mum got in, got everything free! hrmpf.
unfair, unfair. -puts arms around hips-
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@ 3:58:00 AM
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was just reading my dammit old entries in my guestbook.
was reading word for word and trying to remember what the situation was or something like that for the first few entries; pages.
after that, it got kind of dready (?) and started scrolling through.
stopped after reading 22 pages though. too tiring.
kind of miss some or rather most of the times.
now is ok la. still can. (?)
but last time was better. much better.
and if both of those times could mix together, it'd be perfect.
but never did happen. did it?
cause there's nothing's perfect right?
:/ sad ei?
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@ 12:41:00 AM
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shit! shitshit!
i was on the comp too long!
and i'm supposed to study!
since.. HOLIDAYS STARTED!
and.. i'm hungry!! shit! :|
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Thursday, November 28
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check it out!
not much, but at least there's something.. :)
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@ 8:47:00 AM
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i can't stop laughing!!
,ever since i started talking to ziyi when i reached home.
think it must be cause i saw someone just now and the sight is killing me!! (no la) :)
but honestly, i can't get it out of my head !.
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@ 8:01:00 AM
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i'm sad i didn't manage to sit there and eat happily ever after. :(
i want food....
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@ 7:55:00 AM
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just came back from pan pac.
the grad was held there.
wanted to wear tshirt and shorts there but my dad said that it'd be crazy (?)
so decided to wear jeans.
i mean, i only went there to pick my mum and look around.
on my way there, i thought my dressing was too formal.
but when i reached there, OH! oh no! too casual. :|
felt dam out of place there.. :/
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@ 5:08:00 AM
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yike! my 9 o clock show!!
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@ 3:11:00 AM
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OMG! just now, around 6+, MY MUM CAME HOME!
like, WHAT'S SHE DOING AT HOME!?!?
i yelled. well, apparently she forgot the grad was tonight and thought it was on the 28th of dec.
-faints- i felt panicky for her instead of the other way round.
kind of weird. but i thought later, i wouldn't be able to see everyone.
OH NO! I HAVEN'T WRITTEN THE AUTOGRAPH THING FOR JOSE!!!!
-scrambles around the house-
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@ 2:01:00 AM
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got a shock when i found out i accidentally deleted the "info" (?) about me, above. -points up-
yes. but now, just re-did it and it's back to normal. :) -phewf-
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@ 1:31:00 AM
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was wondering why my mum never came home.
then it hit me.
SHE'S AT THE GRAD!!
dumb o dumb dumb dumb me... :|
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@ 12:49:00 AM
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but i'll still be using this one.
that one is for.. those who can't read whatever's this blog.
yea. :)
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@ 12:43:00 AM
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hahaha. HERE!
check out the url mans. lol.
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@ 12:19:00 AM
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i'm gonna get a NEW blog.
really can't stand the blogger error i've got anymore. :|
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Wednesday, November 27
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maybe it's me but i can't stand a lot of people nowadays!
each and everyone just keeps irritating me!!
especially family members. ALL!!! except ziyi.
and some other people.
it's a mixture from everywhere.
pms?
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@ 11:43:00 PM
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some people should just shut their trap.
yes. so what if we WERE close?
that was the past. and it's over and done with now.
and YOU, of all people, should know that.
so quit telling the world stuff that's best not told and kept to yourself since whats've been said can't be taken out and erased from your memory.
and of all people you tell, you tell the retarded, the irritating, childish, young; small little freaks?!
polluting their mind with such knowledge.
and who knows? those lil freaks might even tell their parents.
and so, maybe she told them because she had NOONE ELSE to tell.
didn't you?
well, my advice is go find someone else to tell. someone at least the same age as you or something.
wait. DARN! i forgot that you had noone, your age, at least, to tell.
pity, pity.
(did i just contradict myself? crap)
god she's so irritating. beats why she's like that.
can't be the school. ((kc)) that school has certainly nice people.
few. those that i... ok. some.
well, i say it's the family. HATE each and every one of them.
and yes, i know i'm not very nice but still, who's worse?!
orh!! she's sucha sucha such a f* bitch!!
god. and i don't think she KNOWS she's one.
pitypity. how dumb.
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((this goes out to ANOTHER person))
i'm wrong about you.
so wrong.
sighh. and to think i thought you were actually so nice.
but history just keeps repeating itself.
i really wanted it to be good.
i thought i'd be good. but it's not. at least not anymore. :| :/ :\ :(
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@ 10:48:00 PM
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ohhhh. wei's at the grad! wow...
now this is exciting! :)
ok.am looking forward to see how everyone looks.
mm.. interesting.
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@ 10:06:00 PM
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wow. now look at the previous entry! hahaha.
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@ 9:19:00 PM
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today's the sec4 grad.
and my mum's going!!
hahaha watch our for h
er.!! :) and i think i'll b
e going to fetch her aft
er that. :( those stupid
ass-ed teachers invite
d and didn't invite me!
! hahaha (who do i thin
k i am?!) DUH!!! HER
DAUGHTER!!!!! haha
haha. they suck man.!
:( like, totally. sigh-ed
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@ 8:48:00 PM
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arm's aching right now.
really wonder what i did that made it ache.
well, went town, once again, yesterday with xiao, jaslyn, yingsheng and ng.
was quite a short day though..
first, went sushi tei. xiao treated all of us cause it was her bdae!
quite weird logic but.. xiao's rich anyhows. :)
it was my brilliant idea to head down to the arcade after that.
played serveral games like house of the dead.
hell were we screaming our heads off. haha.
and the lost world and daytona and air hockey.
as usual, all xiao's (just came back from watching through the rain's mtv! ran out to the living room just now. :)) treat! :)
all of us bought a little cake for her, which is really small.
like, 8cm diameter?
jaslyn, yingsheng and ng went to look for the cake when xiao and i were playing lost world.
finger bled when doing so. the pink part. inside?
haha. what lousy description. :|
god does my aiming suck.
i only can shoot stuff which are right in front of me.
like, BIGBIG stuff; creatures.
and i kept killing all the poor innocent people!! :(
all of them, except me, kind of lost their voices from all the shoutings and screamings from the air hockey and the house of the dead.
-lousy people- hahaha. jkjk. :P
after that we didn't really do much but sit, eat abit, walk around alot and talked
and god did my feet hurt. (cause of my slipper)
reached home around 8, bathed, eat and watch tv at the same time.
watched a whole 3 and a half hours of tv mans! :)
old charmed on starworld. 30mins.
the UNBEETABLES (?) :) on channel 8. 1 hour.
charmed !!! on channel 5. 1hour (did a total of 100 crunches and 50 situps within 2 commercials! or was it 3.? :))
didn't do any the day before anyway. and weak me couldn't do more than that.
too lazy and cannot make it. :|
and SMALLVILLE ! :) channel 5. for one hour. :)
contented i was...
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Monday, November 25
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god am i bored.
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@ 11:15:00 PM
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have you ever wondered what if you woke up one day to find you're the only living thing in the entire world. and you're all alone. with noone. nobody. nobody to turn to?
that would be my worst nightmare. i would kill myself immediately or something.
and i can imagine what some people will do.
-rule the world and collect all the cash, belongings in the world.
yea. those greedy fools.
mans. i really think alot. i think of the craziest and unimaginable things.
when i'm alone that is. it's so horrible that it's best not said or told to anyone. :x
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@ 11:07:00 PM
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i wonder how i'll be remembered.
mans. i'm just afraid that it would be all nothing but bad memorance of me. (?) :(
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@ 10:52:00 PM
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yay!! am going club later to meet serene!!! :D :D :D
haven't seen her for WEEKS! ei? actually, 2 weeks? exactly.
mans that is LONG! yay! so excited. :)
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@ 10:37:00 PM
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life's unfair.
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@ 9:07:00 PM
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ok. the tv man just finished repairing the tv!
yay!!! finally. :)
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@ 8:44:00 PM
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i have a dam fucking fucked up fuckkard father.
to hell with him. sometimes i just feel like taking the kitchen knife and stab him right at his heart.
wait. does he even have a heart? fuckkin fuckkard.
call me mean but if you were me or ziyi, you would hell know that it's right to feel this way.
-clenches fists-
and the other one's the maid.
oh i just can't stand her.
her whiniee voice, her fucked up hair, fucked up face, her disgusting clothes and her fucking bad bo and her irritating actions.
god you will die if you were me, or simply, my family.
man sometimes i feel like just kicking her mans. urghhh.
swgnioqbnmqrp,sd;l,
the thought of it is killing me mans. -growls-
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@ 8:04:00 PM
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TALK ABOUT CHOCOLATE FROGS!!! lol. i... i.. -blushes- hahaha.
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@ 8:00:00 PM
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i bought harry potter white chocolate frog with a collectable card yesterday! yippiee!! it was x considering i'm such a broke person.. 250!! tsk. and all for what?? CHOCOLATE.... hahaha. ahh..
it seems too precious to me that i don't wanna open it cause i know it won't be enough! no! i need more...
as in the chocolate you fools! if you were thinking of otherwise. :)
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oh. i really was crude. i should chillllll...
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@ 6:44:00 AM
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FUCK GOD DAMMIT!!!!!! I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF!!!!
I MISSED 45MINS OF BACHELOR!! FUCKFUCKFUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
feel like hitting something really badly. AHH!!!!
i can't believe this. -tries to control anger-
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just love stole by kelly rowland. and to think i thought it was a really old song. and mariah carey's through the rain. lovely songs. :)
also like shaggy's, hey sexy lady. but not as much as the other two. :)
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Friday, November 22
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thursday
went out with jose.
had lots of fun cause finally managed to go out with her again!
yeah! too lazy to elaborate.
i mean.. we did not much but did lots of talking! heehee.
guess who's mouth was yabbering away most. :|
friday
had a wedding dinner.
quite a boring day. spent 3/4 of my day with my cousins.
what a dread. almost killed me. the boredom.. it was horrendous!
woke up earlyearly 7+ in the morning.
feeling lazy, i just tossed and turned and stretched and swam under my blanket.
by 8, got up, changed, got ready, and by 8++, headed off to my eldest uncles house.
they talked pretty much. bored the hell out of me especially without ziyi around.
to hell with her stupid papers that made her miss the tea ceremony.
hardly talked to fengyi. nothing i really wanna tell her. nothing. nothing bout my life.
nope.
stayed at their house for 2+ hours.
even though it seemed short, it was dreadedly long.
it practically killed me.
how boring my cousins are i must say.
i hardly even talk to them.
i hardly even say hi.
who cares anyway huh.
had the tea ceremony. the place was crowded with people by then.
jamming up the place where the tea ceremony was taking place.
all the nice old folks just had to stand right in front of where most of us were sitting and blocked our whole view with their bloody fat bodies.
wanted to hit them one by one.
but then again, i couldn't. wonder what everyone would think of me and what my parents would do to me.
awful thought.
feeling too darn bored, fengyi and i left with my dad who was off to work.
obviously we didn't follow him to his office.
we headed down to town. went shopping.
didn't know i would end up there and was wearing an uncomfortable top and an ugly bra and flipflops which were hard and painful to walk in.
god did i feel uncomfortable.
bought a top. and my sis bought a skirt and a top.
walked around like crazy and took lots of perfume smells (?)
god were tired. so we cabbed home.
only in the cab did i realize that i only bought 1 item.
furious, i couldn't anything. -beams-
did nothing much at home but eat lots of bread.
and by 5, bathed, and got ready.
ziyi just wore whatever she wore to town and was busy talking on the phone while fengyi, my mother and i were squeezing around in front of the mirror putting on make-up, doing our hair, looking at how we look, etc.
when there's clearly 3 more other BIG mirrors around the house. and one of which was just 3 steps away.
and my house is also pretty small. mm..
only left the house at 645. and the whole while we were just doing our hair and putting on makeup.
wow. and off we went to HYATT for the wedding dinner!
was pretty bored there but THANK GOD this time there's ziyi. :)
the chocolate was good and at our table, much laughter was to be heard. :)
reached home around 11++
cleaned off whatever was on my face and the gel on my hair.
and plonked into bed. but before i went to sleep, did crunches and leg raises.
planning to do 50 each (at least) from now on.
or.. just in total 100 if i cannot make it for the leg raises. hahaha.
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Wednesday, November 20
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today: CHARMED AND SMALL VILLE !!!!!!!! :D
heehee. didn't go out today. was too lazy to. but went out with pingx yesterday though! :) had lots and lots of fun! from city hall, walked to suntec. bought flowers for each other! then she went to kenny rogers to meet ser, charl, char and yangx. then bought sushi and ate on the stairs!! haha. we were messy. i spilled soya sauce when i was about to throw it away. headed down to esplanade after that. went there to buy chocolate! and also went there cause pingx has never gone there before. was heading to town after that. and when we were walking to the bus-stop, we went to the church there, just opposite raffles and picked saga seeds! heehee. actually, we were quite disappointed when we first went there cause we didn't see any. not even one. but later, i spotted one. and.. WOOSH! we spotted manymany after that! i picked 37 in total. not sure about pingx though.. anyway, went to the toilet to wash my seeds and our hands. then took a bus down to wheelock there. bought more chocolate at marks and spencer! then went lido to buy a drink. dam were our throats dry. then went to far east. bought my dog tag! yay! finally! then went to taka. on the way, the usual greedy me took samples of mrs fields! hahaha. as long as i pass that place, i take those samples without fail. haha. then went to kino. pingx was looking for a diary. found it and went to sit down to settle her things. she's really messy mans. then she realized that her dog tag was gone! she dropped it. and when looking for it, some fat girl broke her flower. furious she was. really really furious. well, shan't talk much about it. unpleasent memory (?) ya. so we went back to fareast to get another one. then feeling better, we headed down to paragon to sit down and talk and eat more chocolate! her first time there once again. after that went to heeren, walked around. and just plainly talked hella lot. and urgh! my mum's pissing the fuck out of my now! urgh. motherfuckerr. somehow my maid and mum seems to be pissing me off hella lot today. mum. maid. must be "m"s or something.. sighh. well, can't stay online anymore! she wants me to go to the living room to drink SOUP. -rolls eyes- vjonkjdfbkjfj!
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Monday, November 18
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it works now!! it works now!!! ahh!! :D
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@ 7:13:00 PM
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ok. my box there doesn't seem to work there.
sighh. shall just use it as decor? haha.
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my guestbook's dead -resuscitates- -fails- ahhh! ok. :x
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@ 6:52:00 PM
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oh. watched bachelor last night. and guess what!!! he didn't choose KIM!!! at first, i went like, "o. Shannon's comfirm not gonna be chosen." AND, he chose Shannon!! since she was the second person she chose, i was at a loss of who will not be chosen. so i went.. "c'mon!! KIM!KIM!KIM!KIM!KIM!....." and NO!! he chose Amanda. why?! arghhh. mm.. i mean.. why chose Shannon? when she's quite rude at the meet-the-parents session (sounds like meet-the-parents session in school!) she was sooooo into her dog that she kept looking at it, playing with it, and within a few moments later, she just totally went off to WALK THE DOG!! hahaha. imagine that. quite funny. and when Alex kept talking to her, she wasn't fully paying attention cause she was watching out for the dog and everytime Alex says something, it'll be interupted by the dog cause it either runs away, etc. tsk. how rude. well, and the first few episodes, Shannon said that she didn't feel special to him and blahblahblah.. weird. really wonder what are Alex's reallyreally deep thoughts down there.. weird guy.
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@ 1:29:00 AM
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i love mariah carey's new song!! through the rain. it's dammit nice. finally d/led the song after how long!! yay! :D
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ok. my blog's starting to look abit weird here..
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Sunday, November 17
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ok. and so i did make muffins. not cookies. :( well, the ones i put in the oven was fine. it turned out as MUFFINS. BUT (!) the ones i put in the microwave turned out as BISCUITS! ahhhhhh!! now i know why i flung my f&n :( -saddddd-
but then again.. honestly.. i prefer it in the biscuit state. hehheh. :P
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@ 9:18:00 PM
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i want to cook. and wanna go someone's house to cook. and decided.. since i'm talking to xiao now.. I SHALL GO HER HOUSE!! heehee. i want to cook cookies. hehheh. what a pig i am. :P
but then again. by the time i reach would be 3+ and i'm broke. not enough money to take cab. :( there and fro. sighh. another day. i shall just cook at my own house. :( mm.. cookies.........
i feel as though i'm COOKIE MONSTER !!!!!!!! and you're elmo. hahahaha.
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@ 9:11:00 PM
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haha. scooby doo's on central now!! my favourite childhood show!! heehee.
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@ 9:06:00 PM
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who the hell is stefron or nick or .. what the?!
heehee. but i know who's SMU** MO*** heeheehee... :P
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god. my comp's lagging majorly bad today. :| sighh. today's gonna be really hell of a boring day. gonna stay home all day i guess. haii. my life sucks. it's always to the extremes. for example, when i'm out, i'll be either having hell of a lot of fun or dying away. as in, majorly dying. and when i'm out, it's either i talk dam ass lot or totally shutup. or when i get messages, it's all at one shot all flying at me, like too many to handle or else totally NOTHING. :| beams. the nothing one really sucks. haha. yupyupp. stange ei? sighh. i'm so dam bored, it's killing me. it's back to last years feelings during the december holidays. slacking my whole life away. especially away on the comp! but at least this year was partially going out too. but the going outs are quite boring too cause of the place we're situated at. :| singapore's killing me. now i reallyreally wish i were at m'sia or something even though i hate that place majorly lot. this is how much singapore's killing me. bastard. wait. what gender is it? haii.. i need excitement! i'm craving for excitement! i desprately need it!! ahh. -pulls hair- mm... :| oh. alicia's also abroad!! she went bangkok. -pulls more hair- :|
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Saturday, November 16
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christmans is so near yet so far. sighh. wanna hang out with special people on christmas. but that will never happen. christmas is always a time with my family, blahblahblah. i've spent my christmas days with my family my whole dam life. and it sucks. new year too. parents say i can't hang out with my friends till i'm 16?! and like, my birthday is fucking hell on the 24th of dec and it's good as waiting 2 years instead of one. so dam fucked up. mm.. should i give a shit about them?? heehee. anyway, on chinese new year, i know a whole lot of people who gamble all their money away. well, believe it or not, i haven't gambled with my chinese new year money ever! ok. maybe that goes to my whole family or.. so i guess. mm.. weird family. it needs some excitement. -_-
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@ 9:42:00 PM
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parents just set off without me. as in, didn't want to follow. those irritating fools. i guess it runs in the family huh? and that's really sad. :| i feel like... doing something. something exciting. but there's nothing exciting to do. i want to... go JETSKIING!!!!!!! sighh. :(
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@ 9:35:00 PM
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mans. everyone's abroad now. not everyone but a few.. the 3 main people that are to my concern are pingx, serene and audrey. n.g is the other one. don't really care bout that one thoughh. as in, she's not a vehh important person to me. -feels mean- heckk. it's true. so, ya. so many. :|
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@ 9:30:00 PM
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i'm feeling great today!
not great but much better than the past few weeks.
ok. shalalalaaaa. i'm bored. :|
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@ 6:26:00 AM
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fuck everything.
i don't wanna think no more even if i can't help it.
all i know is...
i'm dam fucking HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!
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@ 6:15:00 AM
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wo bu yao ai ·a· :(
zen de zen de ZEN DE, BU YAO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i rather you kill me than let me live and love her.
cause it really sucks to do so. it really sucks. and i just DON'T want to!!
and this is also affecting out friendship.
and that sucks even more. sighh..
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@ 5:39:00 AM
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` 7 × n ibu · a · i wo × ` 03
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ha. what crap.
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@ 5:15:00 AM
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haven't been feeling too good these few days.
feeling rather down actually.
sighh. i want my happy life back!!
+ yue xiang ni, yue duo gan jue, ni BU ai wo +
:(
mans. life sucks major lot. hate it. hate MINE at least. :(
haii.. feeling so dam fucked up bout some stuff too.
so confused. haii. -hits my head- but didn't seem to help.
the only thing i did, i think, was kill MORE brain cells,
which i already hardly got. or rather, do NOT have. :(
haii.. everything sucks mans. :(
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@ 4:58:00 AM
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@ 4:39:00 AM
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-rubs eyes- just woke up. everyone just left the house. was too lazy to tell them i woke up already anyways. boring day today. stayed home the whole darn day doing, simply, NOTHING. was a total killer. -_- well, TI2, here i come at 11!!
went out yesterday with jaslyn, audrey, yingsheng, alicia and xiao yesterday. met up with ange later around 7+ had fun mans! haven't hung out with them for pretty long i suppose? and had great food too! for breakfast/lunch we had pizza hut! alicia's mum treated me and xiao. then the 3 of us headed down to swensens cause piggie me wanted to eat ice cream!! :D yummyyummy. ate 2. AMONG the 3 of us. hehheh. -licks lips- hot fudge bonanza split and (something else). watched harry potter after that. lovely show. then headed down to marche! and later, went to pierce my ears once again. reached home at around 10. surprisingly my parents didn't scold. it's not only that. i told my dad that i would be going for training and stuff. ya. mum didn't say anything cause she was sleeping by then i guess? anyway, i told her i pierced my ear before she even had the chance to notice. weird of me huh. well, she didn't get worked up or anything. so that's good. :)
mann. i'm dying.
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Thursday, November 14
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are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
right now I feel invisible to you like I'm not real.
didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
why'd you turn away?
here's what I have to say,
I was left to cry there
waitin' outside there
grinnin' with the lost stare,
that's when I decided
why should I care,
cause you weren't there,
when I was scared,
I was so alone.
You, you need to listen.
I'm startin' to trip,
I'm losin' my grip
and I'm in this thing alone.
am I just some chick you placed beside you,
to take somebody's place?
when you turn around,
can you recognize my face?
you used to love me
you used to hug me,
but that wasn't the case,
everything wasn't okay.
I was left to cry there
waitin' outside there
grinnin' with the lost stare,
that's when I decided
why should I care?
cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone.
you, you need to listen,
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losing my grip
and I'm in this thing alone
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
crying out loud
I'm crying out loud.
Why should I care?
cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
why should I care?
if you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere
why should I care?
cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
why should I care?
if you don't care
then I don't care
we're not going anywhere
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@ 5:18:00 AM
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ahHhHhH! no one seems to be able to see my new layout!!!!
-faints- -stabbs myself- :( :( :( :(
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@ 5:13:00 AM
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please tell me what you think about this layout!! thanx.
click on the gb link on your left, top hand corner. :P
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@ 4:35:00 AM
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everyone please congrat me once again.
i didn't know i would made such an achievement.
i'm so proud of myself.
i would like to thank myself, first and for most. and lissaexplains too.
-bows and bows and bows-
lols. :P
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@ 4:12:00 AM
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i just can't stand to see other people liking to same person i do.
urgh. like, fuck off right?
God i'm such a fucking selfish bitch! tsk.
as in, stars. not people people. haha. crap.
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Wednesday, November 13
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Kristin Kreuk
Full name: Kristin Laura Kreuk
Date of Birth: December 30, 1982
Residence: Vancouver, BC, Canada
Ethnicity: half-Chinese and half-Dutch
Parents: Father is Dutch (Peter), Mother is Chinese (Deanna)
Height: 5'4"
School: Eric Hamber High school in Vancouver
TV shows watched: Friends, Third Watch and ER
Siblings: younger sister, 13
Fav colours: purple and yellow
Fav actress: Jodie Foster
Hobbies: watching movies with friends, dancing, reading, writing, gymnastics
Sign: Capricorn
And she hates cameras.
I LOVE HER!!! yeek! she's so..... nice. :D
and.. she watches friends too! and.. is so short!!
hahahaha.
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sighh. :|
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oh man!! small ville's so scarey today!! -covers face with blanket-
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man!! just finished bathing. guess what!? when i took off my drenched shirt, only half of my bra was wet! or.. only half of my bra was dry!! haha. was sharing umbrella with char. and the part that i was bound to get wet was the part that was wet. heehee. so cute. :P
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@ 5:39:00 AM
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yike!! who's nick who did my quiz mans??
and hmm.. !!! i'm really curious.. :/
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@ 5:37:00 AM
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just got back from chars house.
first, went town to meet ash.
did nothing really.
just walked around.
then were on our way to chars house.
at the bus-stop, we were eating some noodles.
both of us felt like puking after eating 3/4 of it.
but she said it was a eating competition and had to finish it if not i had to do something stupid.
so.. she's suck an idiot.
after that, bought orange juice.
both of us were sooo full we felt like puking.
cabbed down to chars house after that.
did not much.
char and claud were watching some show, forgot the title
then i and char went to play HOTEL
it's a dam dumb game. kept loosing.
was in serious debt. but heck. just hate it cause i kept loosing. :(
heehee. anyway, after that, ate and went down stairs.
it was pouring crazy and thundering and lightening crazy.
but both of us went down bare-footed with an umbrella.
sat at the pool side.
both of us were shivering and reallyreally cold.
hid under the umbrella.
sat at 3 different places.
first was at the steps right at the back, then at the pillar there, then at the slide.
it was dam funn!! haha.
finally got to do something exciting.
well, going chars house again tomorrow to STUDY.
for real. so excited!! also very excited for charmed and small ville!!!
ahh!! :D okok. need to go bathe. can't miss a minute of charmed of i'll really KILL myself.
ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!! -hurries-
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Tuesday, November 12
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EVERYONE PLEASE CONGRAT ME!!
I FINALLY GOT RID OF THE BLOGGER THINGY!!!!
YIPPIEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! :D
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yuck. i rather be on TPI!!!
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had a weird dream last night!
ok. all that i remembered was that i dreamt of ash, char, my JUNIOR (like, !???!?!!) and denise (not our school one)
it's really a weird combi for one thing..
dreamt that we were on our way to.. (shit. forgot where)
anyway, we were just heading somewhere.
from school if i'm not wrong.
2 of my juniors, which i don't know, just seen their faces before, wanted to cab with us.
but only one ended up following.
so we were on our way in the cab and the jr was sitting in front.
passed my CLUB.
and i was like, "o! we're passing my club! and it's from the backside so i'm not really familiar with it" when there's clearly NO backside of my club!! geez.
it felt really cold at that so-called backside as in.. it felt.. weird. like really it's the back. but it's actually not la.
yupp.
and we couldn't move cause THERE WERE PEOPLE SWIMMMING ON THE ROAD!!!
and the cab was ON the water with manymany people swimming there.
-faints-
as in, the road was like the pool!!
heehee.
and the water was quite deep thoughh..
so anyway, got off the cab and started swimming my way out of the jam.
lost char and ash and saw all my swimming friends at the corner.
so ran to them only to find that they aren't my group people.
they're the younger ones.
but just asked one of them, (wondering how the hell they would know them in the first place), and they pointed out.
and that person was denise. when.. she's not in that group! yike! weird dream.
anyhows, just ended up finding them and catching up with them.
hahahaha. so weird!!
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go go go !!!
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Monday, November 11
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it's kind of weird how my close or closer friends ALL aren't, the least, even close to each other. some don't even know each other; have never seen each other. and some.. they even HATE each other. mans. now.. how weird is that? very funny huh. i've got no best friends, no soulmates. mm.. maybe there's one and only one me; junyi. (?) haha. BUT! one is already good enough mans. thank god i'm junyi cause if i'm not junyi and will have to know junyi, that would really suck. haha. :P so.. conclusion. junyi sucks. heehee. now.. i'm full. just go relax and watch some tv or something. :) tartars!!
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@ 10:59:00 PM
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thanx jiang!!! :) :) :)
yay!! shall put it down here cause i'm using my sisters comp so don't wanna d/l here.
ok. dj sammy and doe - heaven ! :D
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@ 9:51:00 PM
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anybody know the artist and title of this song?
baby you're all that i want
when you're lying here in my arms
i'm finding it hard to believe
we're in heaven
if ya know please tell me! :D
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@ 9:31:00 PM
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sighh. i really don't know how to get rid of that blogger thing and how it got there in the first place!!! -bish-
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@ 9:12:00 PM
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wow. had a total of 15 hours of sleep last night and yesterday.
slept for around 3 hours in the evening.
and woke up exactly at 10! imagine that.
just in time to catch my Bachelor.
weird huh. but cool! my waking up times are good. (?)
haha. :P
and after that, ate and went to bed.
boring day.
was lazing around the whole darn day.
am too lazy to go out today too.
besides, even if i did, i would probably go out in the clothes i wore to sleep or something.
dam darn lazy.
have training somemore.
actually that's the cause of me not being able to go out.
cause if i did, i can only stay out for 2 hours or something?
major pathatic. :|
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arghh. training's a total waste of my time.
it kills my time !!
basket. i knew i REALLYREALLYREALLY shouldn't have quit hockey in sec1.
longlong time i ago i know..
sighh. keep regretting ever since.. i.. never mind.
yes. :) sucks. :|
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yike! my blog's screwed. :/ but even with its screwed-ness, it still looks better than the previous one right? -headache- yike! my head's spinning. literally. :( have to go for training now somemore. i'm already late. -bish- and i feel really weak mans. mans.
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Sunday, November 10
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hahahahaha. oh man.. what a joke.
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sweet..
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my ass ar..
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@ 8:57:00 PM
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okayy..
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@ 8:54:00 PM
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see! i'm FAIRLY horny. not very. please. nono..
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@ 8:49:00 PM
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quite true?
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didn't sleep for the whole of last night.
slept only for half an hour.
so tired but so wide awake.
the moment i close my eyes, i'll fall asleep.
but now, for example, i feel perfectly normal.
perfectly wide awake.
watched peach girl the whole time.
watched all 13 cds since 8, 9+ yesterday till now.
all at one shot.
and it got me translating it to my life. (?)
(i always do that by the way)
ya. i do that liuxinghuayuan as well.
well, this one fits better though.
anyway couldn't really get half of what they said cause they spoke too fast and was too tired.
parents scolded me for staying up all night.
sighh. and they're making me go for training everyday.
sucks. sucks sucks. haii...
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don't know why but i smell beer.
i keep on smelling beer. haii..
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@ 4:18:00 AM
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why would i want to be like avril? -scratches head-
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hah. mans. i don't want that name. i prefer mine. :P
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two very very long and boring days.
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went town to meet ash and her two other friends.
they're really cute!! :D
anyway, just walked around alot.
went to the ps playground!!
it's dam cute.
and i didn't know such a thing existed in ps!!
later, left ps and headed down to cine to meet char and claud.
saw huis at cheers.
and kerliang.
she's working there.
met wei and rob too.
and at heeren, met ju.
headed down to taka for the teensation after that.
hella boring i must say.
-_- feet hurt like crazy.
hardly sat and was walking mostly throughout the whole darn day.
hardly did anything too.
cabbed home after that.
reached home at 9+
parents weren't that furious thoughh..
-phewf-
bathed and talked to char on the phone while watching TI2
talked all the way till 3 and she was tired so hung up and plonked into bed.
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today, woke up at 11.
watched abit of tv and had to leave the house by 12 to go for my grandmothers birthday celebration.
really hella boring day.
spent 3 freakinn` hours at the teochew garden restaruant? (fuck. forgot how to spell)
later, headed down to her house just to cut the dam ass fuckin` cake.
AND spent 3 fuckin hours there just doing plainly nothing but talk.
mans. was dying terribly. what a day. sucks. -_-
oh! and it was just one block away from clauds house!!
her block is 250a and my grandmothers one 250c!
hee. how coincidental. :P
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Friday, November 8
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i want to change my layout.
scared it will turn out horrible!!!
but, it can't be worse this right?
but.. so lazy..... -_-
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+ i keep wanting to believe in that something that doesn't even exist +
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@ 4:31:00 AM
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well, got my report book back.
father was.. fine with it i must say.
quite. at least :)
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Thursday, November 7
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oh!! and because we have to go back to school today, i'm gonna miss rugrats and the show after that. ahh! my brain's kok. can't think what the hell it is right now. -_- i think it's ginger.. something. ginger's highschool? ginger's diary? haha. damm!
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@ 10:03:00 PM
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have been having flu since morning..
and i think i'm falling sick.
was watching tv and my eyes kept closing constantly.
urghh. oh. and i kind of like today, cause of one thing, THERE ARE SERIOUSLY LOTS OF BRAINLESS SHOWS TODAY!!!
i love brainless shows.
love it ever since the exams ended.
mm.. :|
watched elisa thornberry when i just woke up.
that wasn't a brainless show thoughh.
just like it.
but watched SHEEP IN THE CITY!!!
it was really hellva brainless show.
kept laughing OUT LOUD to myself.
early in the morning with a terrible running nose.
after that just kept watching retarded shows.
like whatever's on central now.
beats me what it is but it looks utterly dumb. :)
i like... :D
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ok. stomach ache. i need to go shit.
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i dread going to school later!!
it's so far.. and i don't feel too good. :(
-_-
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Wednesday, November 6
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+ i see blood... +
went out with yingzhi yesterday.
haven't gone out with her for WEEKS!
imagine that.
anyhows, it was so stupid.
watched possesion.
PLS DO not WATCH IT
haha. so boring.
me and her were whispering and giggling through out the show.
and i kept repeating what they were saying. geez.
can't believe i WASTED my money on ANOTHER movie.
-slaps myself- :/
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bought a book to write my journal!!
starting all over again.
but it's not really gonna be a journal..
mm.. don't know how to explain.
geez.
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going out later to meet ash, char and ve.
gonna watch a movie probably?
still so darn early.
mans. what am i doing out of bed?!
-bish-
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HAD A REALLY NICE DREAM LAST NIGHT!!!!!
heehee. i love it! even though.. ya. but i still like it!! it's a really sweet dream man.. :D
-picks up something and hugs it-
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a few questions that i need to know
how you could ever hurt me so
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i'm just waiting
'cause i heard this feeling
won't last that long
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never ever have i ever felt so low
when you gonna take me out of this black hole?
never ever have i ever felt so sad
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don't wanna hurt no more
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need to be free from the pain
going insane
my heart aches
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:(
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have to go to school later.
ahh!! i'm afraid of hearing ALL the horrendous news!!
:( want to run away..
but can't. :(
somemore my pop is coming along too..
that sucks even more loh..
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@ 6:18:00 PM
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my dieting is really working!!
my waiste usually ranges from 24-27?
but now, it's 23.5!!
in the morning that is.. :D
i'm so happy i'm so glad..
heehee.
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You are totaly and utterly in love and you couldent stand to be without this person. If your not already dating them START!
:)
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+ is it a dream? cause if it is, i never ever want to wake up +
never expected whatever that happened, to happen.
maybe it's not really real?
maybe it's not true?
so confused. so many mixed feelings.
don't know to be happy or not.
sighh.. just hope it's really real. :[
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talked to the same person twice last night on her hp.
and it was very long considering it's on her handphone.
heard everything i wanted and never thought i would ever hear it.
at least not from her.
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couldn't sleep last night.
thoughts of her just kept running through my mind.
and couldn't get rid of it.
woke up hell of a lot of times.
at 2 something, woke up, couldn't go back to sleep, so watched tv.
and i usually don't do that cause i would probably be too scared.
you know me, junyi..
afraid of every little stupid thing. :/
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ok!
need to re-do tests now!!
for certain ones.
things have changed? :/
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i just can't seem to get you outta my mind. why?????? :(
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ok. shall be happy now.
:D
haha. smiling widely is so exciting!! :P
and i feel like doing something exciting..
:/ but i can't seem to think or find anything exciting to do.
-bishh-
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The worst way to miss you,
is to be sitting right beside you but knowing i can't have you :|
it really tears me apart.
not only because of that,
but in so many other ways..
so many... :(
`
It's not her fault that she's so irresistible
and every 20 seconds you repeat her name.
when it comes to me you don't care
If I'm alive or dead
I love you for free
and I wish there was a chance for you and me
I wish you couldn't find a place to be
Away from here :|
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Inside I'm slowly dying
My heart never knew such pain
And you
You leave me so confused :(
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Everyday that I'm here with you,
I know that it feels right
and I've just had to be near you every day and every night.
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you showed me what love was..
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spend my days with you
I spend my nights
Thinkin' about you
You're so fine
On my mind
And I think about you
All the time
Day and night
Feels so right
Each day that I spend around you
Passes by too fast
Each night
That I spend without you
Is longer than the last :|
You know I can't get enough of you
You know that 24 hours won't ever, ever do :|
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was just in the..
"doing-tests-mood" just now..
well.. hope it stops for now..
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excuse me???? i'm nice. i don't care. -hrmpf-
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Fool. You're not ready to move on. and you need some time. but while you're healing, your man is becoming more and more hurtful to your emotions.
really? mm..
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@ 10:39:00 PM
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pj? cute. :P
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@ 10:36:00 PM
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yes i know i do NOT have a dick but, i thought the pic was cute. :P
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@ 10:30:00 PM
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@ 10:26:00 PM
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@ 10:16:00 PM
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Hello, Romeo/Romea! You scored a...
78%
Love hurts, don't it? You're in pure love— the kind with sonnets and hovering cherubs— and you ache like an old man's back for your crush. The superficial things that other people care about— money, looks, body odor— don't hold much water with you. You wouldn't care if your dreamboat were the Exxon Valdez, so don't be surprised if you ever fall in love with an oily barge. Respect the twinkie, but don't ignore its needs.
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@ 9:39:00 PM
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just realised i have hung out with ash,
3 days in a row!!
and that really seldom happens?
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haii.. i'm feeling lazy. :|
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@ 9:38:00 PM
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was out practically the whole day yesterday.
first, went to meet ash at somerset mrt ctrl station.
then took a bus down to claud's house to pick her up.
after that, took a cab and headed down to char's house.
didn't really do much there.
just sat and talked and watched vaness on channel 8..
from 2 something till around..
8 something?
after that, took a cad down to compass ville,
then ash sent claud home,
then char,
then me!
then headed home.
by that time it was 9+
parents were furious.
but luckily my dad didn't slap me this time.
-phewf-
anyway was too afraid to see him when my mum told me to.
so she asked me to write a letter to him.
HE REPLIED!! can you imagine?!?!
-in a state of shock-
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long, dready day..
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watched temptation island
and slept after that.
and to imagine i only ate 2 meals!!
the last one was forced by my mum.
if not i would have eaten only 1 meal!!
guess it was caused by my depression.
really.
when i'm sad,
i really do not eat at ALL.
when i'm really sad.. yea. :|
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woke up afew times last night and decided to finally get out of bed at 11.
after eating roti prata and watching abit of tv,
i decided to plonk back in bed.
just woke up. think i had an hours sleep.
ain't usually like that.
-weird- :/
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@ 6:03:00 PM
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All Cried Out - Allure Feat 112
All alone on a Sunday morning
Outside I see the rain is falling
Inside I'm slowly dying
But the rain will hide my crying, crying, crying
And you
Don't you know my tears will burn the pillow
Set this place on fire
'Cause I'm tired of your lie
All I needed was a simple "Hello"
But the traffic was so noisy that you could not hear me cry
I, I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
And you
You leave me so confused
Now I'm all cried out, over you.
Cryin' over you, yeah
Never wanted to see things your way,
Had to go astray
For why was I such a fool (Why was I such a fool)
Now I see that the grass is greener
Is it too late for me to find my way home,
How could I be so wrong?
Leaving me all alone
Don't you know my tears will cause an inferno
Romance of these flames,
Why should I take the blame?
You were the one who left me neglected (So sorry baby)
Apology not accepted
Add me to the broken hearts you've collected
I, I gave you all of me (Gave you all of me)
How was I to know,
You would weaken so easily
I, I don't know what to do (I don't know what to do)
Now I'm all cried out (All cried out)
Over you
I, I gave you my love in vain
My body never knew such pleasure,
My heart never knew such pain
And you
You left me so confused
Now I'm all cried out
Now I'm all cried out
Over you
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@ 5:54:00 PM
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Your Sex Position is Sex Squat
Fierce. Passionate. And so penetrative!
If sex is deep, then it's HOT -
Get it deeper with this squat!
wow.. never expected.
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@ 5:39:00 PM
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You Are A Romantic Kisser!
You'll only kiss if the mood is right and if you think you are falling in love.
Some may say you're old fashioned, but when you kiss, you see stars!
One kiss from you, and anyone will be hooked forever.
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aww... :)
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@ 5:38:00 PM
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mm.. secretly?? i thought i was just plainly annoying?? :/
and i think my eyes are really annoying myself. sucks mans..
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@ 7:12:00 AM
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ok. dammit.
wendy heng called my parents today.
dad was feeling quite fucked up.
screw him.
i seriously thought he was mentally prepared for the horrendous news.
but guess i was nothing but wrong.
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did nothing much today..
just hung out at town for a while with ash..
that geraldine girl left around an hour or so after i met them.
just walked around and talked..
not much to do especially these days..
or maybe i should just get back to studying. ?
:/
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we won 2ND PLACE FOR MINI DRAMA!!!!
woohoo!! finally we won something mans..
it's really rare when 3grace wins something..
:(
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and vern got best actress!!
woohoo! haha. -lame- but.. YAY!!
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before that, during the spring cleaning time,
ms heng made us do some soul searching and everything..
made me tear crazy.
especially when she said that "we've given up on ourselves when others haven't ..."
(or something like that)
and "think of something that you did that let your parents down or what you did of said that hurt them in one way or another"
fuck. i did hurt and let them down in so many ways.
i think i really bring pain and troubles and worries to the family.
dammit. just filled with a bit of guiltyness right now..
and when i was thinking bout the friends part was also thinking how 3 grace is gonna split like crazy..
and that.. i must say.. just.. really sucks fuckin` hell lot.
and everytime i think about how 3grace is gonna split,
all i want to do is just burst in tears.
i really don't want whatever that's gonna happen, happen!
:( haii..
am already missing 3grace.
and i don't even give a shit that it's the last day of school!!
all i want is to be together..
:(
life sucks.
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